Do you want to wake up every morning with no work priorities and life aim? Do you want to feel your life a shame with no love of family, children and friends around? Feel pity for your own self. Start thinking and live your life differently and leave the addictive path of heroin behind. Yes, it is very difficult to stop using it, but not impossible at the same time.
Addiction to heroin is a shame for your closed ones and your addicted nature hampers your relation with them. They are not directly addicted, but because of you they are.